Everyone breaks right??

          Yes! It’s a very healthy thing to do. Especially after the exquisite calm that returns after blowing your top. Well today that’s what I felt like after disciplining two little boys that just loves to push my buttons. Now to give you a little idea of what I saw when I walked over to the kids room. I saw so many red flags (as I call them) My daughter is trying to climb up a ladder that we have for the bunk beds. The reason why it’s not on their bunk beds well lets just say a headache of mine that was realized when my daughter keeps going up to the top bunk. With me knowing that I will never ever be there on time when she falls off that darn thing. Which she has.

          I know that every kids goes through this but, I am someone like to try too prevent things as much as I can.  Well anyways she was climbing up the stairs and then I saw my boys trying to pull her down because she isn’t supposed to be on there. She lets go and all three goes backward and the boys are cushion at this time but, then she some how bounces back up just to hit her head on to the dresser drawer. Now seeing this in obviously in a faster mode where I can’t react as fast I wanted to. After all this just happened I turned into the incredible hulk. Boy my kids are scared of me now… I finally let out everything that was bothering me, what I was feeling, all the stress and pull from this world that I live in all the while the tears are running down my face and I feel my body temperature about to the red line. Yeah! You know the feeling. I mean everyone does. So now I feel like the worst mother not only that person in the world because of the way I made the kids coward under me. What a day!

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Something to think about…

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I believe this whole heartedly. There is so many ways that I could name that would convince you that your a witch that everyone is a witch. Do you like the mysterious or the unknown? Do you believe in the laws of attraction? Do you enjoy being in nature? Well guess what your a witch! Nothing bad about it. The myths of us being evil doers and such are wrong. As long as you have the right intent your are doing good. There are many different versions of being a witch and all are acceptable. As long as you have the right intent in mind than there is nothing to be worried about. Also to follow one golden rule ( Do unto others as you want them done unto you).

All the witches out there use their tools to maximize there results of their intent. I for one have a few tools but, mostly I use the best tool there is my hands and my mind. Visualization is a very big part of my life. I visualize what I want in life, what I need in my life and my goals in life. I hope one day they will start to come true. Yes, I will admit I have gotten upset and a really emotional about things not happening to the way I want it to happen. This is when I take a step back and review myself and come to understanding that it will happen…some day. Just like my family having a house with a yard that the kids and dogs can play in. A house that I can decorate and keep homey the way I want to. A house that will be a reflection of us. Our home!

So I will leave you with a quote that I am learning to listen…

No matter what you’re going through, there’s a light at the end of the tunnel and it may seem hard to get to it but you can do it and just keep working towards it and you’ll find the positive side of things.

By HPS Keira Ocean

Magical times

The most memorable times are the “magical ones” where everything is so serene. Now I don’t get them a whole lot but, when I do well I am so relaxed and nothing can phase me. I have been meditating a whole lot. I have also taken up some interest to keep me occupied not wallowing in my self pity of being a stay at home mother. LOL. I have been learning on how to become a lighter and more Joyous person I can be.

I hope all is well and live day by day like the future

By HPS Keira Ocean